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Aku ingin sekali-kali berhenti menulis tentangmu,
atau mencari keberadaan kamu lewat dunia maya,
atau memerintahkan otakku untuk berhenti memikirkan kamu.
tapi apa yang bisa aku lakukan? otaklah yang seharusnya memerintah.



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Goodbye A

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hari ini terjadi percakapan singkat melalui what's app.  Ini darinya. Aku harap kamu baca ini. A: sent a picture D: "kenapa lo kirim gambar ini ke gw?" A: "gak bermaksud apa-apa, Din. Supaya ada topik aja" D: "topik apa topik?" A: "ini sebenernya kode buat lo" D: "kode apa? dari semester 1 lo kode terus perasaan ke gw" A: "nah itu lo tau, kenapa lo baru sadar sekarang?" D: "lo kodenya selalu telat, saatnya lo gak kode malah kode. ngerti kan maksud gw?" A: "iya gw ngerti kok. gw sekarang mau deket lagi sama lo tapi kayaknya lo udah deket lagi ya sama mantan lo?" D: "iya gw udah deket lagi sama dia, gw udah minta maaf buat kesalahan gw dulu ke dia yang tiba-tiba pergi gitu aja. gw harap kali ini dia tau kalo gw benar-benar menyesal. gw gak berharap saat-saat ini untuk kembali seperti dulu, karena mungkin dia belum mau terima gw lagi. yg pentin...
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Thank You

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For being my strenght when I was weary. And for always being by my side. I finally say this now. Thank you. And because of you, I'm happy. Before my tears dry, They had to spill that way. You hold my hand in the dark. Without the word, you watched over me. Thank you. You must have had the harder time than I did. You must have worried than I did. Because of you I was able to stand. I'm always thankful for just the hearts. There was so much you wanted to give me. You struggled with the fact that you couldn't. Trust me, grab my hand. If I'm with you. I feel like anything can be done, forever. I won't have a hard time anymore. Even if the time get rough, I have you. Without having to say a word. There's someone like you that already knows it all. I'm happy.
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