Aelicram

I don't know where this is going I don't know how this all came about But all I know is that I'll never... Forget the way you looked at me that night Maybe one day you'll be leavin' Maybe one day we'll say it's over and done But right now, I wanna breathe it in and sing it out I'm not afraid of where it's taking me tonight And somehow this is not the way I planned it I didn't think I'd need someone right now, then there was you Let's get away from here Away to a universe that's not so close, my dear And in my arms you'll stay Amazing how you take my breath away I'm hoping for the real thing And I know I find my realness in you These nights are never-ending To have you here would be so overdue And somehow I'm just falling way too quickly The moment that you put your hand in mine No wasted time Can stars dete...

It's like my mind knows what's right But my heart is being retarded and still cares.

Suka sama kamu itu susah. Suka sama kamu itu sakit. Tapi kalau hanya itu yang bisa aku lakukan. yaudah.

Hey, you.... I can't believe it's still you.... Lagi buru-buru gak bisa nyusun kata-kata. Sekarang tanggal 21 Mei jam 19.59 cuma mau bilang karena besok gak bisa ngeblog. Selamat tanggal 22 Mei yang ke 2 :) (pastinya hanya untukku, karena aku tau kamu mungkin tak akan peduli) cepat sembuh..

I don't wanna be a tiger Cause tigers play too rough I don't wanna be a lion Cause lions ain't the kind you love enough I just wanna be your teddy bear Put a chain around my neck And lead me anywhere Oh let me be your lovin' teddy bear

just.....

Kita..... selalu membicarakan hal lucu, seram, sedih, hingga hal yang tabu. tapi....  kita tidak pernah membicarakan kita.

Nyusun kata itu emang gak mudah, gak semudah ngapalin lirik lagu bahasa Indonesia, yang cuma butuh usaha untuk dengar atau baca liriknya beberapa kali,  lalu bisa langsung terekam di ingatan. kecuali kalau lagunya abstrak, dan gak jelas intonasinya. cari tau tentang kamu itu sulit, tapi gak sesulit memecahkan kebenaran rekam jejak hitam kerusuhan tahun 98. gak kok, gak sesusah itu. waktu pasti selalu mengalir ke sebuah sumber jawaban, meninggalkan rekam jejak demi jejak. benar atau tidak, mudah atau sulit, dan yang pasti.. " kamu... masih terekam" hanya itu.